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Sunday, July 27, 2008
12:46 PM

it's like i'm thinking.... but yet i'm not thinking...
like i'm counting but i'm not...
...
it makes sense but then it doesn't...
like i'm zonked out... but yet i'm not.
...
it's like it's eating inside you. like it's consuming you.
when you don't consume
it spreads. like a cancer.
but it's all in your mind...
...
like you're sinking. and it's eating you. slowly.
like i can't get rid of those feelings/thoughts...

even though it's only 6 months or (2 years and 6 months), it lasts with you for a lifetime. and it will forever leave a scar on you. and no matter how hard you try, it's always there.
in your head.

am i crazy?

no power of hell, no scheme of man
can ever pluck me from his hand