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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
9:56 PM

today was quite okay because i managed to sleep for six and a half hours last night compared to the usual 5 or four and a half. :D
felt like i got a heavy burden lifted off my shoulders.
btw, i think that thing in the pipes yesterday died because there was no more scratching sound today. haha. rest in peace, whatever you are!
did physics practical with anna and violette, which was quite cool and fun! haha. chem was okayyy... ____wasn't as irritating as she usually is, i think her voice didn't seem so bad cos it kinda spreads in the lab, compared to the classroom with bad acoustics, today was wayyy better. :D
SOMEONE kept falling asleep beside me!!! >.<>
the last part of the day was a bore..... apart from listening to 2 songs. haha.
am quite excited for our N.E. skit thing. wonder how it'll turn out although it's got nothing much to do with "Lost"...

can't wait for my dad to come back from Canada this sunday.

no doubt you are a good friend, and you always do your best. but sometimes, you hurt someone without even knowing it. sometimes (or every time), it's better to think reeeaaaallll carefully before you say something.
there are certain things that don't need to be mentioned.
don't face all your obstacles yourself. depend on God to help you and give you strength. don't carry all your burdens, submit them to God. just do your best, and God will do the rest!

"But the needy will not always be forgotten, nor the hope of the afflicted ever perish."
Psalm 9:18

Monday, July 28, 2008
7:39 PM

am SUPER tired today. had to wake up so early for the chinese chapel thingy that involved the choir. was falling asleep during lit. actually EVERYONE was falling asleep during lit. and had our presentation today, which despite having quite a long period of time to do, was TOTALLY unprepared. totally unprepared meaning coming up with a script 5 minutes before our presentation. and having caocao slaughter us. >.<
i wanted to DIIIEEEEE during the first-half of the day. was complaining so much that i felt bad for the people around me.. >.<>

i didn't manage to take a nap... :( instead i stayed in school all the way to 6+ to do homework. was quite fun... hahahaa...

i think there's something ALIVE stuck in some pipe in my kitchen, cos scrappy and i can hear the scratching and all that coming from the pipe. eww. poor thing. whatever it is.

what's up with you lately? it's like you're literally like a flower, 'fading...'. like you're not really there. it's like you're getting weaker and weaker and more frail compared to how lively and fun you were. are you under lots of stress? cos starving yourself will only make things worse.

please don't be anorexic.

you're really really really self-centered! one of the most self-centered people i will ever know in my whole life. it's like the whole world resolves around you! like it's your own world! urgh. the world's not all about you... there are others with greater problems than you!

"Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge."
Psalm 62:8 NIV

am looking forward to Saturday!!!!!!!



Sunday, July 27, 2008
12:46 PM

it's like i'm thinking.... but yet i'm not thinking...
like i'm counting but i'm not...
...
it makes sense but then it doesn't...
like i'm zonked out... but yet i'm not.
...
it's like it's eating inside you. like it's consuming you.
when you don't consume
it spreads. like a cancer.
but it's all in your mind...
...
like you're sinking. and it's eating you. slowly.
like i can't get rid of those feelings/thoughts...

even though it's only 6 months or (2 years and 6 months), it lasts with you for a lifetime. and it will forever leave a scar on you. and no matter how hard you try, it's always there.
in your head.

am i crazy?

no power of hell, no scheme of man
can ever pluck me from his hand

1:05 AM

yay decided to create a new blog today, cos i totally forgot how to get into the old one.:P
had super a lot of trouble with the stupid skin cos i totally forgot how to change it. and i was like getting all confused with all the different buttons. haha. & the stupid xml errors. anyway, finally found a way to deal with it by simply reverting to classic or something like that. haha

went to watch the singapore international band festival open div thingy today.
which lasted for 3hr+. was super tired that i slept through the last 2 performances by the winners of 1st and 2nd div.
acs (i) symphonic band got 2nd. good job ac! solo for 'blue shades' was pro. 'charming asia' was really great too.
maris stella (alumni) got 1st. although i thought both were equally good. o well, i guess they had to pick a "1st" in the end. maris stella is really serious. like... tense. like... they really really really want need to win this. while ac is more relaxed(?) ... was a little weird that neither acjc band nor raffles got through..

watched red cliff for the 2nd time yesterday. with tiff, nicole and vi (i still owe you $9). i love it.
although zhuge liang does nothing except ride around and advice. haha. i still love it. it's so cool. no matter how many times you watch it. & the music is really nice!
had fun singing abba in the car together. hahaa. shall bring the cd to choir practice one day. show them how its done!

i need to watch hellboy2 someday. and x-files. >.< haha... i want to believe... so cool.

i wish
you'd just listen to me. sometimes you're just so caught up with your own stuff, it's like you totally don't respond to me. like i'm invincible. and you're too busy and tired. you're always tired. i'm tired of you being tired...


"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is life not more important than food and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life."
Matthew 6:25-27